I wish, but don't...

I wish to dream, but don't,

So that when i wake up i don't frown,

I wish to walk, but don't,

To make sure i don't fall down.

I wish to play, but don't,

So that i may not lose,

I wish to listen of heart, but don't,

For i don't know what may i choose.

I wish to sing, but don't,

So that world might think weird,

I wish to laugh, but don't,

As someone might feel feared.

I wish to jump, but don't,

So that i may hurt my head,

I wish to pray, but don't,

For i can't face them once i am dead.

I wish to face truth, but don't,

So that i am not tired of trying,

I wish to lie, but don't,

If i did so, from within, I’ll be dying.

I wish to live, but don't,

So that someone else can live my life,

I wish to die, but don't,

As i might be someone's life.